I am an upset stomach...
I don't know why, but my stomach is killin me right now...and it's not the I have to go to the bathroom, so I can feel better pain, it's just hurting...like I wanna go home lay down on the floor and curl up into a lil ball type pain. I don't know what's wrong, I only had a tuna melt...but I just ate that like 15 minutes ago, can it cause pain that fast? Well, also only ate one shrimp taco for dinner yesterday, maybe that was it? I kinda wish my body was like see through right now so I could see what it was in there that was messing everything up. It's something, but I don't know what it is or what it was, I just know my stomach hurts, I have to work, and it sucks... My friend suggested that I drink some tea, and after a valiant search....no tea. Crap man, this really sucks...Oh well, all I can do is ride it out...
The thing that sucks about salary is that no OT...well not in my case anyhow... I stayed late yesterday at work, I'm probably gonna have to stay late tonight, and then I might have to come in tomorrow as well...this bites man. I like my work, and I love the people I work with. However, that doesn't mean I wanna be here all the time, outside of my 40-45 hours I put in a week. I do have a life outside of SVF...and that's family and my friends. Thank goodness mom's off tomorrow just in case I have to work, cuz then otherwise, no one would've been home to take care of pop. But if there wasn't I'd just lay it out for work people, and if they don't understand he's more important to me than getting inventory done, then so be it. But that's not the case, so I don't have to worry about it. I just don't wanna stay late...so cross your fingers and pray for me :)
I read that Shaq got married yesterday, congratulations big guy! It was pretty crazy though, cuz he kept it all a secret until the last minute, even guests weren't told until the last minute. Tha'ts crazy, hiding all that from the media. Which got me to thinking, there are ups of being rich and famous, but I think there are a lot of downs too...and to me, personally, the downs make me lean towards not wanting to be famous(which, in the first case, is just as possible as I can move this bottle on my desk over here with my mind). You have to pretty much hide everything that you do...people stop you everywhere you go, you never have privacy, and everything that does get leaked out to the media and the watching public, they twist and manipulate to make it look like you're life is all messed up. All that is just too much, I think...I wouldn't want to live my life worrying about who's in the shadows, if my kids are safe, dadadadada. I mean, as an adult, and even as parents I think there's enough to worry about, and all these lil extra amenities of "famedom" would just muck it all up.
"In life, know two things: 1) You can't win'em all 2) At your best, you're always a winner"
I don't know why, but my stomach is killin me right now...and it's not the I have to go to the bathroom, so I can feel better pain, it's just hurting...like I wanna go home lay down on the floor and curl up into a lil ball type pain. I don't know what's wrong, I only had a tuna melt...but I just ate that like 15 minutes ago, can it cause pain that fast? Well, also only ate one shrimp taco for dinner yesterday, maybe that was it? I kinda wish my body was like see through right now so I could see what it was in there that was messing everything up. It's something, but I don't know what it is or what it was, I just know my stomach hurts, I have to work, and it sucks... My friend suggested that I drink some tea, and after a valiant search....no tea. Crap man, this really sucks...Oh well, all I can do is ride it out...
The thing that sucks about salary is that no OT...well not in my case anyhow... I stayed late yesterday at work, I'm probably gonna have to stay late tonight, and then I might have to come in tomorrow as well...this bites man. I like my work, and I love the people I work with. However, that doesn't mean I wanna be here all the time, outside of my 40-45 hours I put in a week. I do have a life outside of SVF...and that's family and my friends. Thank goodness mom's off tomorrow just in case I have to work, cuz then otherwise, no one would've been home to take care of pop. But if there wasn't I'd just lay it out for work people, and if they don't understand he's more important to me than getting inventory done, then so be it. But that's not the case, so I don't have to worry about it. I just don't wanna stay late...so cross your fingers and pray for me :)
I read that Shaq got married yesterday, congratulations big guy! It was pretty crazy though, cuz he kept it all a secret until the last minute, even guests weren't told until the last minute. Tha'ts crazy, hiding all that from the media. Which got me to thinking, there are ups of being rich and famous, but I think there are a lot of downs too...and to me, personally, the downs make me lean towards not wanting to be famous(which, in the first case, is just as possible as I can move this bottle on my desk over here with my mind). You have to pretty much hide everything that you do...people stop you everywhere you go, you never have privacy, and everything that does get leaked out to the media and the watching public, they twist and manipulate to make it look like you're life is all messed up. All that is just too much, I think...I wouldn't want to live my life worrying about who's in the shadows, if my kids are safe, dadadadada. I mean, as an adult, and even as parents I think there's enough to worry about, and all these lil extra amenities of "famedom" would just muck it all up.
"In life, know two things: 1) You can't win'em all 2) At your best, you're always a winner"
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